－情人如是说；

情人是使你一边缠绵着山盟海誓一边偷看手表耽心误了回家时间的那个女人－－丈夫如是说；

情人是文学家戏剧家画家音乐家创作灵感的来源－－各位“家”们如是说。

9/21/06

Jack told me that Binsley was dating his wife’s cousin for a few months. I felt so terrible. I don’t think I can take that. It’s too much for me. I’m so disappointed in him and in myself. I want nothing to do with him. Nothing！ I loved him this long. I cannot continue anymore. 杰克告诉我，Binsley曾经跟他妻子的表妹谈了几个月恋爱。我感觉太可怕了，无法忍受。我对他对我自己都很失望，我再也不要跟他搅在一起了，我爱了他这么久，他却干出这种事来，我再也无法爱他了。

I wanted to send this to him：（我想把下面这段话写给他：）

“I really feel stupid for liking you this long. You went off dating some 20 years old. I wish I never known you. How can you be so heartless? How did you justify dating some 20 year old and on the side let me sucking your dick?! Everything I did with you and for you is out of love. CAN’T YOU FEEL MY HEART? IT’S TORN. ” （我爱了你这么久，真是傻透了。你居然跑去跟一个二十出头的女孩谈恋爱，我希望我从来都没遇见你，你怎么可以一边跟一个二十岁的小女孩谈恋爱，一边又让我吃你的那玩意？难道你不知道我的心被撕碎了吗？）

我不要情人的名份，要也要不了，他没有妻子，他没有家